I've known all along that you where the one.
the one who would hurt me more than any other man could.
the one who could tell me he loved me and keep a straight face.
I've known all along that you would never make me happy.
A fool I am for loving you after all that I have known.
I cry of heartache and pain, I desire the love of another
and yet I found nothing, but darkness at the other end.
an empty feeling is the only thing that feels the huge hole in my
heart,caused by me giving a piece of my self to you and never receiving
any thing back. I cry endless nights praying for your love, hoping that
one day you will return all the affection that I have given to you.
Yet every day you give me nothing but tears, heartache, and pain.
Why I ask do you enjoy hurting me? What was it that i did so wrong?
Was my love some thing you despise, or is it me am I not of how you want
me to be?? I am lost and confused, I know I've did nothing wrong, but yet I
Feel as if I am to blame. I blame my self for not keeping you happy. I tryed
soo hard to do as you wanted. I even lost my true self in it all. and yet you still
cant love me. Why have you kept me for so long if all I am is a burden, what is
it you keep me for? other than to see me cry everyday.
I am left in the dark blind to every thing and yet I still have faith that
one day I might feel the love that I so truly deserve!