Psychology, theory, people
may look at my "existence",
my "way", my "emotional
fluctuations" from energetic
sensations, my walking
slowly through the town of process
or running spontaneously
to cross the border and go
with the flow of my
dedication to prayer where
I contemplate
to discern
all
that is out there all
that is in me--
Psychology, theory, people
may look at me as
being "insecure"
Well, I am "insecure"
because I understand
the security in uncertainty.
I have often griped
over not being "logical",
I have coveted "logic'.
Now, I see the
"illogic" in that thinking--
I now understand it was
not for me to be "logical",
for that would have
skewed the Wisdom, the
gift spoken to and graced
upon my intuition, my inhibition uninhibited.
Logic could very well
have been a
false sense of protection
a deception that
would have prevented me
from being free to be "insecure"
and survive to live
securely in my insecurity while
knowing so intimately
the only security that exists--
uncertainty--
that fine line of grey
that carries us to guide us
as students as teachers
as divine revelations
to each others'
divine mysteries
until we realize
there is no mystery...
It is all Divine
For your reason
For my reason
at some point
the process holds purpose
for all Divinity
1/5/08
This is an excerpt from the book
...and Drink the Liquid Sound of Wisdom...
by Kin De Angelo, which will be available soon.