...look at my "existence"... 

Tuesday, March 09, 2010 4:54:39 PM

      Psychology, theory, people

 may look at my "existence",

 my "way", my "emotional

 fluctuations" from energetic

 sensations, my walking

 slowly through the town of process

 or running spontaneously

    to cross the border and go

      with the flow of my

    dedication to prayer where

         I contemplate

           to discern

                all

      that is out there     all

      that is in me--

             Psychology, theory, people

             may look at me as

                   being "insecure"

 Well, I am "insecure"

         because I understand

       the security in uncertainty.

             I have often griped

             over not being "logical",

             I have coveted "logic'.

                 Now, I see the

       "illogic" in that thinking-- 

          I now understand it was

           not for me to be "logical",

           for that would have

             skewed the Wisdom, the

             gift spoken to and graced

 upon my intuition, my inhibition uninhibited.

 

           Logic could very well

                 have been a

           false sense of protection

           a deception that

           would have prevented me

      from being free to be "insecure"

         and survive to live

      securely in my insecurity while

         knowing so intimately

     the only security that exists--

                 uncertainty--

         that fine line of grey

         that carries us to guide us

            as students as teachers

                 as divine revelations

                     to each others'

                   divine mysteries

                  until we realize

                   there is no mystery...

           It is all Divine

                   For your reason

                   For my reason

           at some point

              the process holds purpose

                    for all Divinity

 

                       1/5/08 

 

  This is an excerpt from the book 

   ...and Drink the Liquid Sound of Wisdom...

  by Kin De Angelo, which will be available soon. 

 

 

 

 

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