Here i sit with the thought of you swarming in my head like a hive of angry bees..
I try to sort through the jumbled mess of why it is i cant just forget you.. its been yrs and yet you still haunt my dreams.. I've done all that i could to forget and yet here you are sitting in side me like a cancer just slowly eatting away at my humanity..No one understands so i have been left by my self to deal with this uncomforting pain that dwells deep with in my heart..U torment me silently with quick flashes of our past together causing me to flinch at the images and vigorously try shake them out of my mind..I've prayed and even begged to every high powered being that i could think would share a symathetic thought for me, and wipe away all the memories you so sickly have engraved in my mind, and yet i feel as if they are to ashamed of me that they turn the back on me.. What is there i can do now? tell me Who can i run to to help me?? and really will i ever be able to live in peace again??